| Another update. |
[Mar. 26th, 2006|09:27 am] |
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Well here I am again.
Everytime I think about updating, I really have nothing to say so I decide against it. Today I decided to update anyway. Crazy huh? I didn't think so either.
Not much has been going on in my life the last couple of months. Got into a car accident a few months back. Apparently I was lucky to be alive, but I sure didn't feel so lucky. The buick got totaled. It makes me sad inside because I loved that car. I still have yet to get a new one. Anyway, I got a ticket for that. Then about 2 weeks later I got another speeding ticket. It sucked a lot. If Muskegon had a bus system I would be on that thing everyday. I hate to drive now.
I'm still working a lot, but nothing new there.
Easter is in 21 days. Can't wait for that.
P-bun comes home in a month. It's going to be weird having him home all the time. I seriously can't wait though. When he is not around i'm a big loser. I go to bed at 8 and get up early. I don't really go out because I never have fun. I like to sit at home and watch movies. I am an old lady at the age of 18.
Classes start in a month too. I'm real excited for that. I can't wait to go back to school.
Well I guess thats all I have to say. I'll update again in another couple of months. Have a good day. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2006|07:53 pm] |
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hello.
you might be asking yourself, "what has emily been up to since she last updated?" Well, let me tell you ...
well that was about it. A bunch of nothing.
Nope, i'm lying. I've been working a lot. I live for small get-togethers with friends. And i've made some pretty awesome ones at work. We had our work christmas party a few weeks back, and that was seriously the most fun i've had in months. I wish I could live that whole nite over again. Speaking of work, i'm getting promoted. I could use more money.
I can't stand anyone, with the exception of a few. I guess if there is one thing i've learned in 2005, it was that almost everyone in this world sucks. And when you occasionally find someone that doesn't, you need to hang on to that person with everything you can. So thanks to those people.
Well thats pretty much all I have. goodnite to all. |
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| sad face :( |
[Nov. 11th, 2005|09:26 pm] |
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I don't even know where to start.
P-bun's birthday was yesterday. I decided that it would be a good idea if I came to visit him at U of M. Well, I drove all this way, by myself, without getting lost once. I took one wrong turn, but I fixed it right away. Well last nite I started to not feel so hot. No big deal, I thought I should just eat something. Well today i'm feeling 100 times worse. If I get much sicker I don't know how i'm gonna get home. Anyway, enough about the bad news. Its been pretty fun here. Its a nice change from home. P-bun had two classes today, but that wasn't a big deal. We drove to central campus to eat lunch, and he showed me where a few of his classes are. While he was at calculus I was just sitting around the dorm. Well Ronnie had a choir concert, and he asked me to give him a ride to central campus to where he needed to be. Not a big deal. I drove him to where he needed to be. He gave me his key so I would be able to get back into the dorm when I got back. Well I got lost trying to find my way back to the dorm, and when I finally did get back, I didn't have an m-card to get into the building. I just had the key to get into the room. Well, I started freaking out, and left p-bun a voicemail. Not that he could do anything to help me untill he got out of class like 45 minutes later. Then I remembered that Kevin lives in the same building. So I called him up, hoping that he would be in his room. He was. After I told him what happened, he laughed at me and let me back in. I spent a while in Kevin's room while p-bun was still at class. Met the first friendly person of my trip, a nice girl. Anyway, we haven't really done anything today, which is okay with me. I haven't really felt like going anywhere. I think we are going to go to kroger and get some tummy medicine. Then maybe something exciting.
In 8 days, it will by my LJ's 3rd birthday. Happy Birthday.
Well apparently P-bun is getting a little antsy, so I guess I will cut this a little short. good day. |
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| I love Clay Aiken |
[Sep. 27th, 2005|12:30 am] |
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I don't really feel like updating, but I am forced. Don't ask why, its a long story.
Not much has been happening latley. I've been working a lot. It's alright. I just applyed at Walgreens for a second job to pay for school. I have 3 people there putting in good words for me, so things are looking pretty good.
I love my cats. Especially Lucious. He's the best.
I miss P-bun. I talk to him about 2 hours everyday. He is coming home for my birthday, which will be pretty nice. I'm pretty lost without him here.
I've decided that I want to be a bumble bee for Halloween. I haven't dressed up since I was about 10, and I thought a bee would be a good choice. A girl from work is having a party on Halloween, and we are all dressing up. It should be a good time.
Went to Tiff's bachlorette party on friday. It was a little out of control. I remember calling for Chuckie Wuckerton all nite. I don't know why. Now I get made fun of a lot. Whats new.
We have started planning our next family vaccation. I bet you're wondering where we are going, huh? Or maybe you're not. Anyway, we have decided on Italy. We are leaving next October, so we have a while yet. I'm still pretty excited. Not for the plane ride though.
Well thats about all I have. Thank you for your time. |
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| so long sweet summer. |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|09:07 pm] |
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And now it's time for my end of summer post. It has been quite the summer. I wouldn't trade any of it.
Graduation. Finally out of school. Its weird. I miss it.
So we went to cedar point a few times this summer. And by we, I mean P-bun, Ryan and I. Once we went with Ronnie, Ashley, and some others. That was fun ... Anyway, Then we went again with just P-bun, Ryan and I. That was pretty awesome. We have always gone together, everytime. Two of the coolest boys I will ever meet. I had a great time with both of them this summer. Oh yeah, Kevin was there too, but he worked there so he never got to experience the actual road trip part. I finally got used to sleeping in a car. Just a little hot though.
Speaking of the boys, I went to the drive-in about 300 times. Always on bargan nite of course. The last couple of times have been the best. When P-bun ran over the light post, and swinging on the swing set, and watching Ryan throw his shoes in front of the screen. Defanatly times I will never forget.
Then everything started to change. Fast. Ryan left for college. It was weird. It was harder than I thought. I never really realized how nice it was to have him around to talk to.
I finally started to realize how fast this summer was ending and how much I needed to cherish before everything was gone. Well it all happened so fast, i'm still dealing with it.
P-bun left yesterday. A year and a half of seeing him almost every single day, and now he moved away. I was an absolute wreck yesterday. All I wanted was to have him back. When it came time to go to bed, I couldn't fall asleep because I had gotten used to him sleeping next to me. By the end of the day my face was so puffy from crying all day I looked pretty rediculous. Then he called around midnite. It was so nice to hear his voice, I felt a thousand times better. Today its getting easier. I realize that nothing has really changed. The only difference is that I don't see him everyday. Yeah, its going to be hard, but I still feel the same. I can't speak for him, but I think he does too. We still talk a few times a day, and I am going to see him in a few weeks. He will be home for a weekend in October, not to mention every holiday. He will come home when he can, and I will go see him when I can. Things could be a whole lot worse.
I am working a whole lot now. Everyone is going back to school. I decided not to go this semester, so I am getting everyone's hours. Its pretty nice to keep myself busy, but I would rather be doing something else. But I defanatly need the hours. I could think of worse things to do with my time I suppose.
I guess that is the extent of my life right now. Pretty depressing, but what can you do. |
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[Aug. 13th, 2005|12:07 pm] |
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So I says to myself, I says "Tinkie" ... because thats what I calls myself, I calls myself Tinkie. I says "Tinkie ... come now." |
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| an update, yeah! |
[May. 31st, 2005|06:17 pm] |
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So it's been a while. Not much to write about really, but I suppose I may as well update anyway.
School is done. Forever. It's defanatly weird, but I must say I'm not too upset about it. Sure it's a little sad to know you will never be back, but it's the best feeling in the world to know that it's over. I can't even describe it. You won't understand untill you experience it for yourself. I defanatly miss somethings about school, like Mrs. Wallace for example. But its nice to be away from people there, and away from all the drama. That is the one thing I won't miss.
I graduate one week from today. Then, open house. Everyone is invited. Sunday, June 26th. 2-6. Be there.
So about a month ago I got 3 new kittens. Talk about a zoo. Now we have 7 animals here. It's constant madness in my house. So if you're not ready for that, well don't come over.
I'm really excited about this summer. I have made so many plans it's ridiculous. It is going to be the best summer of my life. It is our last one all together, it better be awesome.
Prom was a couple of weeks ago. It really was the best school dance I have ever been to. Between Karla, Austin, P-bun, and Roy, there was always someone to dance with and to be crazy. I had a really awesome time. It was worth everything.
Well I suppose thats about all. Sorry about the boring entry, but that's my life. |
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| a'oeakoim3qa]-0kkaewomcroiajoeia |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|09:39 pm] |
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I'm sure you have all seen entries from Hawaii and how awesome of a time it was. And by now i'm sure you are getting sick of hearing about it. Well my entry will be no different. So here we go.
I miss everything about Hawaii. It was worth all of the trouble. Absolutly the best time I have had in high school. The group we went with was one of the coolest bunch of people I have ever met. In the two weeks we were there, we all got so close. I really looked at all of them like my brothers and sisters. I want to go back to those times more than anything. I miss our Workshop #4, our roomates Justine and Melanie (including both of their boyfriends. I think we talked to their boyfriends just as much as we talked to them), I miss Kyle and Keith, I miss sitting in the front row for the seminars, I miss Nathan and even April too, I miss the scent of fresh flowers and pineapple no matter where you go, I even miss the stupid puerto ricans that wouldn't stop knocking on the hotel room door when Karla, Jeff, Brad, and I were "trying to sleep". So overall what I am trying to get at here is my time in Hawaii was absolutly amazing, and I miss it more than anything.
Seriously, school now is nothing more than a big joke. I am so unmotivated. I don't want to say that I want it to be over, because I don't. I love high school, and I know as soon as it's over I am going to want it back. These really are the best times of our lives, and since we don't have very much more time together, lets make it last. I am just sick of all the work. It doesn't mean anything anymore.
Lets see, my life right now ... I would say that its pretty good. I have my moments where I would like to be shot (as i'm sure everyone has), but everyone in my life has been really awesome latley. Not only that, but I have pretty good job that I like going to. Work is always a ton of fun. All my friends are awesome, as usual. I am learning to cherish the good moments while they last. I suddenly realize how special the moments with my friends are. Before we know it, we are all going to graduate and go our seperate ways and who knows when we will see each other again. So we need to love it while it lasts.
Only 13 more days untill Easter. My favorite holiday. I can't wait.
Well I suppose it is about that time. I hope everyone has a good nite. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2005|07:42 am] |
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Leaving for Hawaii in less than 2 hours. I wish I was packed. I'm really scared for the flight. I can't wait to see Nathan. I want to be tan. So much is running through my head. Thats all I have. Goodbye for 2 weeks.
( my collage ) |
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| awesome (said with a lisp of course) |
[Feb. 14th, 2005|10:58 pm] |
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I have a really awesome boyfriend. One of the best in the world. That is all I have. Hawaii in 2 days. The end. |
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| once a month sounds about right. |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|07:05 pm] |
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So i'm not all that dissapointed that January is over. I wouldn't exactly call it the best month. But hey, tomorrow starts the beginning of Febuary, and well, Febuary is guarenteed to be the best month ever.
How many birthday's today?? 5 that I have counted so far. Weird. Well Happy Birthday to everyone.
This past weekend I went to the drumline competition to see Tyler play. I think he is one of the most awesome boys I have ever met. He did really awesome. Then on Sunday we had to teach a class together. 15 kids, all under the age of 4. I'm pretty sure by the end of the morning we both wanted to be shot.
Ya know those people who make you want to poke your eye out everytime you talk to them. Everyone has people in their life like that. Well i'm sick of those people.
17 days untill I am out of Muskegon. I think its going to be an awesome trip. My cousin Nathan and his wife are meeting us when we get there, and then they are going to show us around the island. I can't wait. BUT, I can wait for the freakishly long flight from Minneapolis to Honolulu. I think I would rather take a boat.
I wish there was something I could do. Unfortunatly I have no idea what I have done. I just want to go back to the way things were when we all used to have fun together. I wish I had actually done something to you, then that would actually make sense. But nope, nothing can make sense anymore.
Well thats about all. have a good nite. |
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| Tuesday ... I think we should skip it and only have a 6 day week. |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|01:57 pm] |
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So Tuesday is defanatly the worst day of the entire week. It always has been. But, I must say this is one of the better ones. This morning my mom let me sleep in about a half an hour, then she took me out to breakfast. I love it when she suprises me with stuff like that. She even gave me money for lunch. So I missed most of 1st hour. The rest of my day has been kind of on the edge. Lunch today was pretty fun. KJ and I went out with Jory and Matt. I do love bagels. I had to do my speaking part for my espanol exam, but that went very well. She said I sounded great. Now here I am in accounting doing nothing.
Yesterday was amazing. The best Monday I have had in a long time. I was in a great mood all day, and things only got better. I wish everyday could be like that.
Tomorrow is the first day of exams. I am going to have to study a little for astronomy, and thats about it. Its pretty much just memorizing a few facts. Not a big deal. And my first exam doesn't even start untill 9, so I guess I get to sleep in. That is pretty awesome. Guess what tomorrow is?!? MYSTERY LUNCH WEDNESDAY! KJ doesn't have a 2nd hour exam, so she is going to make us lunch while we are finishing our exams, then after school we are going over there. I can't wait. Tomorrow is going to be awesome.
Well looks like I found myself a new job. As much as I don't want to work, I really need money for our Hawaii trip. I have my orientation today at 4 at ARBY'S. Thats right, I am working at Arby's on apple with KJ. I am actually quite excited. Its going to be fun working with my best friend. And from what I hear, everyone there is really awesome.
Speaking of Hawaii, our trip is just about a month away. I can't believe how close its getting. I'm so excited to go. I talked to my cousin who lives there, and he said that he would meet us at the air port when we get there. I haven't seen him in so long, and I can't wait to finally spend time with him again. He is going to take me and a few of my friends off on one of our free days and take us around. Just talking about it gets me all worked up. Today in espanol KJ and I were talking about it, and we were practically jumping around.
Well I suppose it is about that time. Have a great day. |
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| Hey bitch |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|02:29 am] |
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You know what is REALLY cool?? Calling people at 2:30 because you think its funny. You ARE hilarious. Someone needs to find something better to do with her time. |
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| Woah. |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|12:14 am] |
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It's been quite the break so far. Very eventful.
I think P-bun has been over to my house everyday since school got out. Its been tons of fun though.
A few nites ago P-bun and I went over to Ronnie's house. I got to catch up with someone that has been at college. Considering the circumstances I thought she hated me. Turns out thats not really the case. It was actually really nice to talk to her again.
Speaking of the college kids, Kevin is home. Nice to have him back, of course.
Hung out with Jeff a few nites ago. I forgot how much fun we can have together. Sounds like we will hang out again sometime soon. That should be a good time.
Today P-bun came over around noon and helped me with my moms christmas present. Then we pretty much just hung out. We decided that it was defanatly his week for mystery lunch, so Ryan and P-bun made dinner for Karla and I. It wasn't half bad. Quite good actually. Way to go boys. Then a bunch of people went sledding at the sugar bowl. Lets see, there was Kevin, P-bun, Ronnie, Ryan, Tom, Betsy, Karla, and me. It was real cold, but so much fun. Defanatly one of the highlights of break so far.
I can't believe tomorrow is christmas eve. Where is this year going?
Happy Birthday Manda and Angel!! I hope you guys had an awesome day.
Well its defanatly about that time. |
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| Only one more hour, then break is here! |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|01:58 pm] |
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Okay so I was kinda down at lunch today, but I had a talk with Jay, and he helped out a lot. He helped me realize that everything is going to work out. Thanks a ton Jay.
Ever since lunch I have been in a good mood.
We went caroling during espanol today. It was a good time. Who doesn't love a good espanol christmas carol??
So this hour has been the best hour of my day so far. First of all, Mrs. Wallace bought me a christmas present. I absolutly love her. She is the best teacher I have ever had. And second of all, I am sitting next to Angel, and we are having the biggest bitch fest EVER. I don't think I have ever had so much fun yelling about this. No one else wants to hear about it, but we defanatly feel the same about this. Its awesome.
I have so many plans for break. I'm so glad that its finally here.
Well its defanatly about that time. I hope everyone has a great break. |
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| about that time for an update. |
[Dec. 15th, 2004|12:00 am] |
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So this is officially hell week. I thought Thursday was going to be my only bad day. Boy, was I wrong.
Talked to my recruiter today. I am taking my test on Monday, then he is going to call me in early January so I can schedule a time to go to Lansing and take my physical. As of right now, looks like I am leaving sometime in September. Its kind of strange to think that I am finally moving away from home ... for good. I have talked about this forever, and now that it is going to happen I don't know what to think.
I can't sleep tonite, I guess I am just in one of those moods. Looks like KJ really will get her 3am phone call.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!! We miss you.
Christmas dance last weekend was a good time. I would post a picture of me and my date, but considering the circumstances, I don't think that is such a great idea. Dinner at Ashley's house was good. I had a great time with everyone. We couldn't leave for the dance untill the boys finished watching some sports show. Figures. I danced with everyone there, and just had an awesome time. After the dance we all went back to Ashley's. It was actually kind of awkward, but it was still fun. I didn't go home untill almost 6. Then I had to get up like an hour later to go to church.
We finally got our christmas tree up and decorated yesterday. I love it. If you cross your eyes and look at the lights it makes it look 49 times cooler.
Somehow I thought my senior year would be different than all the other years. I thought that it would just be full of awesome times and good friends. Now I realize its just like every other year. Full of stupid drama and small fights. If you think about it we only have 9 more months together, then there is a good chance I won't see 99% of you ever again. I don't want these last few months to be full of fighting. I want to live in the moment, and have a great time with people I care about, and people that care about me. Everytime that it seems like things are finally going to work out, something ends up happening and another stupid fight comes up. I'm not sure what to do. Maybe just give up on the people I fight with?? But I don't want to do that, I care about them so much. I just wish they would believe me. I'm not ready to let this go. There is so much we have to do yet. Like dress up for no apparent reason and just randomly go to Chicago for dinner. I think I have just had a breakthrough. I need to make a phone call, but its defiantly too late. damn my awful timing.
My sister just called. Looks like the Metro died again. Shitty.
65 days untill Hawaii. Its going to be the best damn trip I have ever taken, guarenteed. I can't wait. But I need to come up with some serious cash money before the end of the year. Don't quite know how I am going to work this all out yet. Hopefully it will happen.
Well I think i've said just about all I can say for tonite. It is about that time. |
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| He has returned. |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|01:50 pm] |
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Karlota left me today en la clase de espanol. Sean sat next to me, and Donnie sat on my other side. We had 3 people at our 2 person table. It was an awkward expierence. I guess it was nice to change it up a little bit. I defanatly don't want to make it an everyday expierence though. Karlota was defanatly missed.
Mullet boy has offically returned to accounting. It makes life a little more interesting.
Senior meeting tomorrow during first hour. Apparently I have to go. I am being forced into it. Sarah is going with me though. And they are decorating for the chirstmas dance tomorrow after school. I have been told that I should go to that too, but I think I will pass. I have things to do after school tomorrow, like buy socks for example.
Short update, but what can you do. Have a nice day. |
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| It's a beautiful day |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|02:00 pm] |
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I am in a really random mood today. So here is a random update to match.
This week has kinda sucked. But today wasn't so bad. One could actually call it a good day.
After school yesterday Karla and I decided that we needed to call Kevin and see what he was up to. Well we left him a ridiculously long message, and then he called back later. It was pretty nice. Made my day a whole lot better. 12 more days...
I'm pretty excited for the dance this weekend. Most of my friends are going, and it should be a good time.
I know why I am having such a good day ... IT WAS MYSTERY LUNCH WEDNESDAY!! Yeah, thats right.
Last holiday band concert ever was Monday. It was pretty fun. Strange to think we will never do it again.
So in my student aide class today they are talking about ethics. And they were talking about something being legal or not. Laura Nowak said it depends on what your definition of legal is. We had to explain to her that something is either legal or illegal, there is no in between. It was pretty funny.
Our Hawaii trip is getting very close. I'm getting so excited. I love our close-up group. In the words of T-flo, "we are like a family".
Well its about that time. Have a great day. |
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| I think I am addicted to playing Sorry. |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|01:55 pm] |
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11 days ago it was my livejournal's 2nd birthday. I forgot to celebrate. So, Happy Birthday to my LJ!
Although it is only Tuesday, this week has been going very well. Two good days right in a row. Today after school I am going over to Karla's house to work on our english project. It shouldn't be too bad. I am excited because I actually get to eat dinner with her family. You see, my mom started this new diet. And apparently the diet is not to eat or something, because she doesn't make dinner anymore. So it has kinda sucked, but not today! Yeah, thats right.
I didn't get to hug Manda yet today. That is for after school.
I'm in my student Aide class right now, but Mrs. Wallace had some meeting to go to, so she left me here. Its pretty uneventuful today because I always talk to her about my boy troubles and everything like that. I feel so alone.
After this class I have to go find the Nolan boys. The christmas dance is next weekend, and Ashley and I still have no idea what they are planning on doing. So far when we have talked about it, nothing has gotten taken care of, so hopefully today will be differnt and we will finally get something accomplished. I need to know what is going on so I can plan accordingly. I am NOT spontaneous at all.
So this is a question to all the seniors out there ... What is everyone planning on doing after High School? Where are you going to College, what are you doing, when do you leave?? Just curious as to who is going to be around next year. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2004|07:10 pm] |
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I can honestly say that I have never EVER hated anyone as much as I hate you right now. Fuck you. |
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